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Re: My CLIMB on the wall 10 Sep 2017 16:47 #320047

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GrowStrong wrote on 10 Sep 2017 10:15:
Was great meeting you (even though you called me chubby )


How does it feel to be called chubby by a VERY skinny person????????
The multitude of wounds on a soldier demonstrate his audacity.

Re: My CLIMB on the wall 10 Sep 2017 17:48 #320053

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Humbling!

Re: My CLIMB on the wall 23 Sep 2017 22:00 #320497

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This Rosh Hashanah was working steps 2 & 3
He is the king and all situation are controlled by Him NOT me.
Even the fact that I was tired in shul and fell asleep while davening was "His will not mine be done".
It was nice to see the growth in accepting how the kibudim were divided and not expecting anything more or different for myself.
it works if you work it
The multitude of wounds on a soldier demonstrate his audacity.

Re: My CLIMB on the wall 04 Oct 2017 15:01 #320907

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Mazal Tov
For the first time in my life i installed a serious filter
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I feel safe and happier
Gut YomTif
Isaac
The multitude of wounds on a soldier demonstrate his audacity.

Re: My CLIMB on the wall 04 Dec 2017 09:00 #323270

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Day 55
Yay

it's not like it was the first time. i am much more serene and healthy now.
bH the program is working for me

TFL
The multitude of wounds on a soldier demonstrate his audacity.

Re: My CLIMB on the wall 13 Dec 2017 11:34 #323692

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it feels great to light the first lechtel with 63 days sober
thank you SA

odaat
The multitude of wounds on a soldier demonstrate his audacity.

Re: My CLIMB on the wall 21 Dec 2017 13:16 #324071

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on day 4 again






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Re: My CLIMB on the wall 21 Dec 2017 15:58 #324079

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Better than being on day 0... 
Keep climbing!


BTW what is that teeny number on the bottom? Cumulative clean days?
!אנא עבדא דקודשא בריך הוא

וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל

And every day that you want to waste, that you want to waste, you can
And every day that you want to wake up, that you want to wake, you can
And every day that you want to change, that you want to change, yeah
I'll help you see it through...


"If it would be so easy there wouldn't be a GYE, but if it would be impossible there also wouldn't be a GYE."

"Sometimes a hard decision leads to an easier outcome."

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Re: My CLIMB on the wall 21 Dec 2017 16:06 #324080

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BTW what is that teeny number on the bottom? Cumulative clean days?


I just remembered you told me way back when...



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!אנא עבדא דקודשא בריך הוא

וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל

And every day that you want to waste, that you want to waste, you can
And every day that you want to wake up, that you want to wake, you can
And every day that you want to change, that you want to change, yeah
I'll help you see it through...


"If it would be so easy there wouldn't be a GYE, but if it would be impossible there also wouldn't be a GYE."

"Sometimes a hard decision leads to an easier outcome."

- General Grant



My story: guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/111583-hello-my-friends

Re: My CLIMB on the wall 21 Dec 2017 18:15 #324097

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Gevura Shebyesod wrote on 21 Dec 2017 16:06:


BTW what is that teeny number on the bottom? Cumulative clean days?


I just remembered you told me way back when...



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very important thread: guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/19180-FEEL-THE-HUGS%21%21%21" option="guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/19180-FEEL-THE-HUGS%21%21%21">FEEL THE HUGS!!!

Re: My CLIMB on the wall 22 Dec 2017 11:52 #324119

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Hey you got agood Memory Gevura
although i prefer "ahava" more than Gevura

Mayan you got it too? are you also an old timer here?
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The multitude of wounds on a soldier demonstrate his audacity.

Re: My CLIMB on the wall 23 Dec 2017 16:42 #324129

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No I am here a little over a year
I am just someone who went thru alot of the old threads



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very important thread: guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/19180-FEEL-THE-HUGS%21%21%21" option="guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/19180-FEEL-THE-HUGS%21%21%21">FEEL THE HUGS!!!

Re: My CLIMB on the wall 29 Dec 2017 11:59 #324420

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The main goal is to stay sober and detoxify
as long as i am toxicated/shikkur my mind will tell me (lies) that it is ok to drink again


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The multitude of wounds on a soldier demonstrate his audacity.

Re: My CLIMB on the wall 09 Sep 2018 11:56 #335402

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Dear Hashem,

I could not believe my eyes, when I noticed the BIG number on my "90-day chart". Since I joined GYE I have gathered "2500 cumulative clean days". This gigantic amount it adds up to almost 7 full years!!!!!

My day of entry (to this chart) was on Dec 26 2010, which was 2814 days ago. The suggestion that out of the last 2800 days, 2500 of them were clean, mind boggling.

To be honest this number is not accurate, as I have not updated the data religiously, however it does illustrate an approximate picture.

Before joining GYE (SA) I would not succeed to obtain - 5 clean days - in an average week.

How did I get to that, how did I do it?? 
The answer is I did not do it, G-D did it for me.
At-most I do the program, GD does the rest.

He is a much greater power that I could have assumed. He loves me significantly more than I have expected to be lovable. He is willing to do for me, plenty more than I do for myself.

I only need to stop fighting, stop controlling, work the steps with a sponsor & go to meetings.

Thank you hashem for revealing this lovely gift to me, at the end of this year. If not that my eyesight fell on this great number “by accident”, I would not have realized how grateful I should be. I would have focused on the measly month that I have in this current streak (btw. I feel grateful for these 33 days too)

I take it upon myself, to thank you for this in my Rosh Hashono prayers.

Oh boy! will I inaugurate you as my ONLY king, but amusingly it will be out of pure love for your kindness to me, not be out of the usual fear.  Strange that these words were written by an ungrateful A%$#@$ that I (am) [was].

Love,
Isaac 
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Re: My CLIMB on the wall 09 Sep 2018 12:13 #335403

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I love you Isaac
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