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Re: Square one 09 Jul 2021 15:32 #370649

Day 1 (day 84 with 1 fall)Clean bH

Re: Square one 09 Jul 2021 17:44 #370655

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Looking_to_improve wrote on 09 Jul 2021 15:32:
Day 1 (day 84 with 1 fall)Clean bH

אשריך אשריך אשריך אשריך אשריך 
אשרינו שיש לנו Looking_to_improve כזה
כמוך ירבו בישראל

"The pain after giving in is so much greater than the pain of not giving in"
You may find some Chizuk here: guardyoureyes.com/forum/1-Break-Free/361746-Striving-for-Excellence

A must read: 

www.guardureyes.com/GUE/PDFs/eBooks/The%20First%20Day%20of%20the%20Rest%20of%20My%20Life.pdf

Re: Square one 09 Jul 2021 21:00 #370665

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Looking_to_improve wrote on 09 Jul 2021 15:32:
Day 1 (day 84 with 1 fall)Clean bH

I really like the attitude!!

Keep it up!!

Re: Square one 10 Jul 2021 20:53 #370668

I masturbated again tonight, although I didn't have much desire before I did. I took the opportunity to block a few websites that were letting some bad content through. 

Moving on, trying not to dwell on it too much or dwell on it. 

Re: Square one 10 Jul 2021 20:53 #370669

I masturbated again tonight, although I didn't have much desire before I did. I took the opportunity to block a few websites that were letting some bad content through. 

Moving on, trying not to dwell on it too much

Re: Square one 10 Jul 2021 21:49 #370671

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Just keep on going. After 120 you can look back... (or a little earlier if you wish....) but not now.....

On Shabbos the Baal Koreh was not mafsik during the 42 journeys of Klal Yisroel as brought down in halacha because it corresponds to the name of Hashem made up of all these journeys.
Now 8 of these journeys the jewish people travelled backwards, but yet the Name of HKBH is made up of all the journeys, including these, because both the ups and downs are all part of making up Hashems name, as long as we keep travelling forward again.
"The pain after giving in is so much greater than the pain of not giving in"
You may find some Chizuk here: guardyoureyes.com/forum/1-Break-Free/361746-Striving-for-Excellence

A must read: 

www.guardureyes.com/GUE/PDFs/eBooks/The%20First%20Day%20of%20the%20Rest%20of%20My%20Life.pdf

Last Edit: 11 Jul 2021 06:11 by excellence.

Re: Square one 12 Jul 2021 12:48 #370733

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How things going..
missing you....
"The pain after giving in is so much greater than the pain of not giving in"
You may find some Chizuk here: guardyoureyes.com/forum/1-Break-Free/361746-Striving-for-Excellence

A must read: 

www.guardureyes.com/GUE/PDFs/eBooks/The%20First%20Day%20of%20the%20Rest%20of%20My%20Life.pdf

Re: Square one 12 Jul 2021 15:50 #370741

excellence wrote on 12 Jul 2021 12:48:
How things going..
missing you....

I'm ok. It's a bit tough starting again, I don't know why, but the 2nd and 3rd times when I acted it, it wasn't because I had a huge amount of taiva. 
I'm trying to stay chilled and relaxed about it, I think that will make it easier to stay positive overall

Re: Square one 15 Jul 2021 06:58 #370890

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Hows it goin? Come back when you’re ready. Just remember that we’re always here for you.
No matter what.

YeshivaGuy

Re: Square one 18 Jul 2021 22:09 #370990

Had a few falls recently, but currently 4 days clean bH. Staying positive, and trying to have a relaxed approach to this, I don't want to get all uptight about it

Re: Square one 20 Jul 2021 12:45 #371083

Just fell today, but glad I was able to make it 6 days clean until now

Re: Square one 20 Jul 2021 20:28 #371088

Acted out again

Re: Square one 20 Jul 2021 23:27 #371091

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Let's do some Chazoro: "The yetzer Hora doesn't really care right now that I acted out, what matters to him most is my attitude right now, am I going to surrender to him or am I going to turn to Hashem?."
"The pain after giving in is so much greater than the pain of not giving in"
You may find some Chizuk here: guardyoureyes.com/forum/1-Break-Free/361746-Striving-for-Excellence

A must read: 

www.guardureyes.com/GUE/PDFs/eBooks/The%20First%20Day%20of%20the%20Rest%20of%20My%20Life.pdf

Re: Square one 23 Jul 2021 16:35 #371143

3 days clean right now BH
ihadstringsbutnowimfree shared this link easypeasymethod.org/easypeasy.pdf a few days ago. I read it, and I'm trying to implement it, I think time will tell how it's going
Last Edit: 23 Jul 2021 16:36 by Looking_to_improve.

Re: Square one 26 Jul 2021 22:53 #371212

6 days clean bH
Still seeing if/how this method worksI'm on camp right now, it's been really tiring.
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