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Re: OivedElokim-I’ll never give up 01 Jul 2021 03:03 #370380

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כל השביעין חביבין!!
הצלחה רבה!!

Last Edit: 01 Jul 2021 03:04 by Zz613.

Re: OivedElokim-I’ll never give up 01 Jul 2021 16:29 #370400

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Day 8

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For the background to my name- see Tanya פרק טו.
״שההפרש בין עובד אלוקים לצדיק הוא שעובד הוא לשון הווה, שהוא באמצע העבודה״
-Oived Elokim means a constant work in progress...
“Every saint has a past, and every sinner has a future”.

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Re: OivedElokim-I’ll never give up 04 Jul 2021 06:24 #370451

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Day 11

Met my 10 day goal over Shabbos , BH. Time to set a new one... Is 20 days too much?

There was a very attractive girl that was around this Shabbos and I did a horrible job at not looking. It wasn’t a fall by GYE standards, although I definitely had the urge to masturbate which I overcame. It’s not the end of the world but it’s definitely something to work on...
For the background to my name- see Tanya פרק טו.
״שההפרש בין עובד אלוקים לצדיק הוא שעובד הוא לשון הווה, שהוא באמצע העבודה״
-Oived Elokim means a constant work in progress...
“Every saint has a past, and every sinner has a future”.

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Re: OivedElokim-I’ll never give up 04 Jul 2021 10:40 #370453

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Way to go!

One who has given up hope is without a G‑d.

One who sees hope in each day is already free

Re: OivedElokim-I’ll never give up 05 Jul 2021 07:35 #370492

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I’m having a serious struggle now. I really want to watch stuff and masturbate. I hope I can pull myself together...
For the background to my name- see Tanya פרק טו.
״שההפרש בין עובד אלוקים לצדיק הוא שעובד הוא לשון הווה, שהוא באמצע העבודה״
-Oived Elokim means a constant work in progress...
“Every saint has a past, and every sinner has a future”.

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Re: OivedElokim-I’ll never give up 05 Jul 2021 08:07 #370493

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Just fell. Gotta pay my knas. Not feeling serious regret. Feel like it was worth it. It’s a problem that I look at it that way...
Anyways, not gonna let the “what the heck” effect perpetuate the state of falling...
For the background to my name- see Tanya פרק טו.
״שההפרש בין עובד אלוקים לצדיק הוא שעובד הוא לשון הווה, שהוא באמצע העבודה״
-Oived Elokim means a constant work in progress...
“Every saint has a past, and every sinner has a future”.

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Re: OivedElokim-I’ll never give up 05 Jul 2021 08:32 #370494

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Sorry to hear man.
I feel the pain, I really do. The “What The Heck” affect is real, and dangerous, gotta watch out for that.

You we’re matzliach though for 12 days, a very big accomplishment, it really is. And we must remember that as much as streaks are important, we are not defined by them.
You are an Oived Elokim, you are “באמצע העבודה״, and you remain on your way, enroute, to a state of שלימות and unadulterated כבוד שמיים.

With hope and love,

 YeshivaGuy 

Re: OivedElokim-I’ll never give up 07 Jul 2021 19:22 #370582

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Day 2

clean
For the background to my name- see Tanya פרק טו.
״שההפרש בין עובד אלוקים לצדיק הוא שעובד הוא לשון הווה, שהוא באמצע העבודה״
-Oived Elokim means a constant work in progress...
“Every saint has a past, and every sinner has a future”.

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Re: OivedElokim-I’ll never give up 09 Jul 2021 19:34 #370662

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Fell again last night on a laptop after using my delay tactics. It seems to me that the price is not high enough for me to stop...

I’m so fed up with this....
For the background to my name- see Tanya פרק טו.
״שההפרש בין עובד אלוקים לצדיק הוא שעובד הוא לשון הווה, שהוא באמצע העבודה״
-Oived Elokim means a constant work in progress...
“Every saint has a past, and every sinner has a future”.

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Re: OivedElokim-I’ll never give up 10 Jul 2021 20:42 #370667

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What's wrong with a real filter that just blocks it?
Although, anything but a whitelist never "saves" me. 

Maybe give Dov a call?

Hatzlachah

Re: OivedElokim-I’ll never give up 11 Jul 2021 02:28 #370674

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OivedElokim wrote on 09 Jul 2021 19:34:
Fell again last night on a laptop after using my delay tactics. It seems to me that the price is not high enough for me to stop...

I’m so fed up with this....

The screen is smashed beyond repair?
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Re: OivedElokim-I’ll never give up 11 Jul 2021 03:57 #370677

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Striving Avreich wrote on 10 Jul 2021 20:42:
What's wrong with a real filter that just blocks it?
Although, anything but a whitelist never "saves" me. 

Maybe give Dov a call?

Hatzlachah

I have a whitelist filter for my phone. The problem is when I have access to other unfiltered devices (won’t be an issue for the next few weeks, Bh)
For the background to my name- see Tanya פרק טו.
״שההפרש בין עובד אלוקים לצדיק הוא שעובד הוא לשון הווה, שהוא באמצע העבודה״
-Oived Elokim means a constant work in progress...
“Every saint has a past, and every sinner has a future”.

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Re: OivedElokim-I’ll never give up 11 Jul 2021 06:22 #370680

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That's great! Wonderful that you can do that!
Last Edit: 11 Jul 2021 06:22 by Striving Avreich.

Re: OivedElokim-I’ll never give up 11 Jul 2021 16:37 #370693

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Masturbated last night . Feeling hopeless 
For the background to my name- see Tanya פרק טו.
״שההפרש בין עובד אלוקים לצדיק הוא שעובד הוא לשון הווה, שהוא באמצע העבודה״
-Oived Elokim means a constant work in progress...
“Every saint has a past, and every sinner has a future”.

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My current thread 

Re: OivedElokim-I’ll never give up 11 Jul 2021 16:48 #370695

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OivedElokim wrote on 11 Jul 2021 16:37:
Masturbated last night . Feeling hopeless 

You are not.
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