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Keeping Accountability
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Re: Keeping Accountability 02 Jul 2021 19:33 #370441

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wilnevergiveup wrote on 02 Jul 2021 14:04:
What did you do instead?

Various different stuff. Learnt, read a paper, ...
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Re: Keeping Accountability 07 Jul 2021 17:51 #370569

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Hows it goin buddy?

Re: Keeping Accountability 07 Jul 2021 18:56 #370577

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YeshivaGuy wrote on 07 Jul 2021 17:51:
Hows it goin buddy?

Hey thanks for checking in.

Bh the past few days were calmer.

Last night and today I actually was extra careful with shmiras enayim for a zchus for something.
It feels so good to just not look around while I'm walking in the street. I'm going to try to keep this behavior up from now on bezras Hashem.
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Re: Keeping Accountability 07 Jul 2021 19:02 #370580

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HappyYid wrote on 07 Jul 2021 18:56:

YeshivaGuy wrote on 07 Jul 2021 17:51:
Hows it goin buddy?

Hey thanks for checking in.

Bh the past few days were calmer.

Last night and today I actually was extra careful with shmiras enayim for a zchus for something.
It feels so good to just not look around while I'm walking in the street. I'm going to try to keep this behavior up from now on bezras Hashem.

I’m so so happy for you. You sound liberated, or at least very close to it.

Keep Shteiging!

YeshivaGuy

Re: Keeping Accountability 09 Jul 2021 02:48 #370640

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Sometimes many times I just want to look. It gives such a good (fake) feeling. Just to stare and dream about them. 

Tonight I was in a grocery store and there were tons of females around, I really wanted to look at them.
But I really fought and won!

That feeling, overcoming the yh, is such a good feeling. It's almost as good as a feeling than looking itself. 
I hope to not have to try sooo hard not to look, I hope one day I can just be 'regular' and walk around without having to force myself to look away...

Anyway things were ok the past few days bh.

Good night
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Re: Keeping Accountability 13 Jul 2021 01:39 #370762

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Bh I'm at day #162

I did very well in regards to guarding my eyes and for a few days, but then yesterday and today the yh got to me a bit. 
I need to make sure I don't let my guard down at all. I know it's possible because I did it for some time.

Posting here for accountability.

Have a wonderful evening.
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Re: Keeping Accountability 14 Jul 2021 01:06 #370812

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This shiur was a nice chizzuk for me.
Great mashal...
You will probably enjoy it too.
It's only 6 min and a great and interesting speaker so it doesn't hurt to watch. 

https://www.torahanytime.com/#/lectures?v=156629

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Re: Keeping Accountability 14 Jul 2021 01:17 #370813

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HappyYid wrote on 14 Jul 2021 01:06:
This shiur was a nice chizzuk for me.
Great mashal...
You will probably enjoy it too.
It's only 6 min and a great and interesting speaker so it doesn't hurt to watch. 

https://www.torahanytime.com/#/lectures?v=156629


I love his lectures. 
Hes good and softly does it but doesn’t beat around the bush. 
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Re: Keeping Accountability 14 Jul 2021 01:48 #370814

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Markz wrote on 14 Jul 2021 01:17:

HappyYid wrote on 14 Jul 2021 01:06:
This shiur was a nice chizzuk for me.
Great mashal...
You will probably enjoy it too.
It's only 6 min and a great and interesting speaker so it doesn't hurt to watch. 

https://www.torahanytime.com/#/lectures?v=156629


I love his lectures. 
Hes good and softly does it but doesn’t beat around the bush. 

I love them too
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Re: Keeping Accountability 30 Jul 2021 04:52 #371300

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Hi guys!

It's been some time since I updated here. I've had a busy past 2 weeks...
Bh day #179!

The desires are still in full swing, but I sort of know how to control them. I will admit that I still have trouble with shmiras enayim and also with touching. 

I really hope to be free from those too. I just have this crazy desire for one of my sister in laws. It's really hard not to (day)dream about her. 

But I'm not giving up! 


Have a wonderful evening,
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Last Edit: 30 Jul 2021 12:41 by HappyYid.

Re: Keeping Accountability 30 Aug 2021 04:30 #372008

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I fell around 2 weeks ago and since then it has been tough.

But the buck stops here. Now.

My life recently got very busy, for good things, bh. So I don't have too much extra time to post often but I'm going to try hard because it really helped me get to where I got to before.

Today is day 1.

Enough with this already.

Good night
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Re: Keeping Accountability 31 Aug 2021 02:52 #372038

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Thank you Hashem for a second day clean!
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