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Re: Freedom 08 Sep 2020 17:24 #354757

Mazel Tov on the 3 week milestone!

I had my first wet dream after 16 days clean last night. Ironic no? Ah well, at least were handling this together. 

I don't know about reading up on these things. For one, that tends to put them at the front of the mind, and I think its best to ignore them. And none of the sources I know on the topic of nocturnal emissions in halacha are particularly cheery. More like downright depressing. That having been said, I don't know much so ich veis nicht. And the ones I do know are probably not discussing our situatuons - more likely they discuss when you are the one at fault, not when you are trying to do better. Could be some cheery mekoras out there. 

Keep on trucking.

יהי רצון שהדברים לתועלת

Today I will do what others won't, so tomorrow I can do what others can't.
We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence then, is not an act, but a habit.
We all make choices in life, but in the end, our choices make us.

Re: Freedom 09 Sep 2020 23:06 #354846

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Day 22: Clean! 

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Re: Freedom 10 Sep 2020 02:42 #354858

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Day 23: Clean 
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Re: Freedom 11 Sep 2020 02:58 #354913

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Re: Freedom 11 Sep 2020 09:48 #354935

Smashing it.

יהי רצון שהדברים לתועלת

Today I will do what others won't, so tomorrow I can do what others can't.
We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence then, is not an act, but a habit.
We all make choices in life, but in the end, our choices make us.

Re: Freedom 13 Sep 2020 02:21 #354972

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Had extreme urges over shabbos due to lack of caution when walking in the street. An image that you see will be put in your brain even if​ it doesn't trigger you sexually. Be careful and watch yourself. Other things that have come to my attention is lack of knowledge on shabbos halacha and even the ones I do know are bent to the extreme. 

Day 25: Clean.

Day 26: Clean.

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Re: Freedom 13 Sep 2020 03:06 #354976

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Meyer M. wrote on 13 Sep 2020 02:21:

This site is more than guarding my eyes, it's about opening my eyes to the wrongs in my life.

And it is also about opening your eyes to all the good that you do and what your self worth really is.......
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Re: Freedom 13 Sep 2020 20:23 #355019

26. Shem havaya.

I get such hanaah watching your number rise. I guarantee you, Hashem gets infinitely more.

יהי רצון שהדברים לתועלת

Today I will do what others won't, so tomorrow I can do what others can't.
We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence then, is not an act, but a habit.
We all make choices in life, but in the end, our choices make us.

Re: Freedom 16 Sep 2020 01:16 #355131

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27, 28, 29: Clean! 

Been slipping and lusting, coming close to falling. Catching myself quickly but I need to stop, this isn't a game. 
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Re: Freedom 16 Sep 2020 01:37 #355135

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Mazal tov ! ken yirbu!
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Re: Freedom 16 Sep 2020 03:58 #355149

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ok before I screw up and the kick myself here is a pact till 8:00 pm tomorrow: I will not entice myself in any way until 8:00 pm tomorrow or I will pay 36 dollars.
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Re: Freedom 16 Sep 2020 09:12 #355166

Come on Meyer, you got this!

Can you please take one of the names from the zechus yeshuas thread and daven for them? Because you, who is fighting so hard not to slip, must have incredible power right about now. 

יהי רצון שהדברים לתועלת

Today I will do what others won't, so tomorrow I can do what others can't.
We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence then, is not an act, but a habit.
We all make choices in life, but in the end, our choices make us.

Re: Freedom 17 Sep 2020 03:29 #355217

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Im Tevakshena Kakasef wrote on 16 Sep 2020 09:12:
Come on Meyer, you got this!

Can you please take one of the names from the zechus yeshuas thread and daven for them? Because you, who is fighting so hard not to slip, must have incredible power right about now. 

Baruch Hashem!

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Re: Freedom 17 Sep 2020 20:43 #355248

Oh yeh. Go into Rosh Hashona with a month clean under the belt. Stayed strong through all of Elul. A real soldier of Hashem.

Kesiva v'chasima tova. Thank you for all the chizuk you give Meyer.

יהי רצון שהדברים לתועלת

Today I will do what others won't, so tomorrow I can do what others can't.
We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence then, is not an act, but a habit.
We all make choices in life, but in the end, our choices make us.

Re: Freedom 17 Sep 2020 22:11 #355251

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Meyer M. wrote on 17 Sep 2020 03:29:




Baruch Hashem!

Day 30: Clean!!

Mazel tov! Keep it up! Keep inspiring!
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