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On the Way to 90-Days

Starting again!!!

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Re: Starting again!!! 12 Feb 2021 21:18 #363255

OivedElokim
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Day 74

I would like to take this opportunity to update you all on my progress.

I've been out of Yeshiva for awhile. Was going through stuff. Got back recently. I'm really seeing a lot of Hatzlacha in my learning, davening etc. More then ever.
I know that much of that is due to my efforts in the area of Kedusha.
So that'll be one of my 90,000 reasons....

Anyways, I want to wish all of the courageous and valiant warriors on here all the best, and success in this struggle, as well as all others.

May we merit to see the fruits of our labor very soon, with the speedy arrival of Moshiach, when we will be able to make sense of all that we are going through...

A Gut Chodesh

A Gut Shabbos

For the background to my name- see Tanya פרק טו.

״שההפרש בין עובד אלוקים לצדיק הוא שעובד הוא לשון הווה, שהוא באמצע העבודה״
-Oived Elokim means a constant work in progress...

“Every saint has a past, and every sinner has a future”.

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Re: Starting again!!! 17 Feb 2021 20:20 #363606

OivedElokim OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 464 Karma: 46	Day 79 Just discovered a loophole in my new phones restrictions. I’m on alert until I block it later today. Otherwise I’m doing well. 11 days left till i reach the magic number of 90. For the second time this year... Thank you Hashem!
	For the background to my name- see Tanya פרק טו. ״שההפרש בין עובד אלוקים לצדיק הוא שעובד הוא לשון הווה, שהוא באמצע העבודה״ -Oived Elokim means a constant work in progress... “Every saint has a past, and every sinner has a future”. My old thread My current thread

Re: Starting again!!! 18 Feb 2021 16:17 #363689

OivedElokim OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 464 Karma: 46	Day 80! Fixed the loophole.
	For the background to my name- see Tanya פרק טו. ״שההפרש בין עובד אלוקים לצדיק הוא שעובד הוא לשון הווה, שהוא באמצע העבודה״ -Oived Elokim means a constant work in progress... “Every saint has a past, and every sinner has a future”. My old thread My current thread

Re: Starting again!!! 21 Feb 2021 00:39 #363808

OivedElokim OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 464 Karma: 46	Shoot I fell Friday night
	For the background to my name- see Tanya פרק טו. ״שההפרש בין עובד אלוקים לצדיק הוא שעובד הוא לשון הווה, שהוא באמצע העבודה״ -Oived Elokim means a constant work in progress... “Every saint has a past, and every sinner has a future”. My old thread My current thread

Re: Starting again!!! 21 Feb 2021 05:27 #363831

OivedElokim OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 464 Karma: 46	I fell because I let my guard down, and I read a book I shouldn’t have read. I know it’ll be hard, but I can’t afford to read all the novels I’d like to. It’s too dangerous. No more romance novels. No more porn. No more touching myself for pleasure. No more lying on my stomach. The price is too high.
	For the background to my name- see Tanya פרק טו. ״שההפרש בין עובד אלוקים לצדיק הוא שעובד הוא לשון הווה, שהוא באמצע העבודה״ -Oived Elokim means a constant work in progress... “Every saint has a past, and every sinner has a future”. My old thread My current thread

Re: Starting again!!! 21 Feb 2021 06:22 #363833

OivedElokim OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 464 Karma: 46	Why is it that I’m focusing on the two times I fell instead of the 82 times I didn’t ...?
	For the background to my name- see Tanya פרק טו. ״שההפרש בין עובד אלוקים לצדיק הוא שעובד הוא לשון הווה, שהוא באמצע העבודה״ -Oived Elokim means a constant work in progress... “Every saint has a past, and every sinner has a future”. My old thread My current thread

Re: Starting again!!! 21 Feb 2021 06:26 #363835

OivedElokim OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 464 Karma: 46	Also I need ways to cope with being alone late on Friday night. Most of my falls are then
	For the background to my name- see Tanya פרק טו. ״שההפרש בין עובד אלוקים לצדיק הוא שעובד הוא לשון הווה, שהוא באמצע העבודה״ -Oived Elokim means a constant work in progress... “Every saint has a past, and every sinner has a future”. My old thread My current thread

Re: Starting again!!! 21 Feb 2021 06:40 #363841

OivedElokim OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 464 Karma: 46	Can’t find the exact Daf , but the גמרא says in סוטה: אין עבירה מכבה מצוה. It’s important to remember at times like these...
	For the background to my name- see Tanya פרק טו. ״שההפרש בין עובד אלוקים לצדיק הוא שעובד הוא לשון הווה, שהוא באמצע העבודה״ -Oived Elokim means a constant work in progress... “Every saint has a past, and every sinner has a future”. My old thread My current thread