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Re: I will make it b'e"h 18 Dec 2017 06:49 #323871

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Not doing well been slipping very badly but no falls yet.
I need to get a grip on myself/life but the temptation is so strong to just give in and "relax" a little....
Hashem please help me I cannot do this alone I only want to do your will please help me....
very important thread: guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/19180-FEEL-THE-HUGS%21%21%21" option="guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/19180-FEEL-THE-HUGS%21%21%21">FEEL THE HUGS!!!

Re: I will make it b'e"h 18 Dec 2017 11:47 #323876

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Maybe call someone for as you said "I cannot do this alone" then whatever that person says do. If you don't feel like it daven for the will to do it.
it works for me
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Re: I will make it b'e"h 18 Dec 2017 18:16 #323887

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Thanks for replying

I tried getting busy and doing a few things that made me sweat as per a friends suggestion
and for now I am feeling better

B"L if I get these feelings again I will call someone...
very important thread: guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/19180-FEEL-THE-HUGS%21%21%21" option="guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/19180-FEEL-THE-HUGS%21%21%21">FEEL THE HUGS!!!

Re: I will make it b'e"h 25 Dec 2017 19:39 #324186

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B"H doing well getting ready for big changes h*** that lust doesn't rear it ugly head......
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Re: I will make it b'e"h 26 Dec 2017 03:30 #324194

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to take a tip out of R' HHM's book:
what will you do if lust does rear it's u*** h***?
sorry but he is always always demanding action of me and I don't want to be the only one required to do something
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Re: I will make it b'e"h 26 Dec 2017 03:50 #324195

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mikestruggling wrote on 26 Dec 2017 03:30:
to take a tip out of R' HHM's book:
what will you do if lust does rear it's u*** h***?
sorry but he is always always demanding action of me and I don't want to be the only one required to do something

    
He also demands action from me 

You really want to know what I will do bl"n
1)stress out
2)help around the house
3)do something to make me sweat
4)walk out of the place that I am
5)and in the worst case scenario call him
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Re: I will make it b'e"h 26 Dec 2017 03:52 #324196

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mikestruggling wrote on 26 Dec 2017 03:30:
to take a tip out of R' HHM's book:
what will you do if lust does rear it's u*** h***?
sorry but he is always always demanding action of me and I don't want to be the only one required to do something

by the way only "hope" is a 4 letter word (at least from the ones used here 
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Re: I will make it b'e"h 26 Dec 2017 11:50 #324199

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hilarious

Re: I will make it b'e"h 26 Dec 2017 11:58 #324200

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GrowStrong wrote on 26 Dec 2017 11:50:
hilarious

I was very serious   

And Baruch M'chayay Hamaysim thanks for checking in on me 
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Re: I will make it b'e"h 26 Dec 2017 16:49 #324207

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in SA we are told to share our "experience strength and h***"
h*** I didn't offend you or anyone who says h*** is a four letter word
in SA the only "h" word is hell because we're "not bad getting good, we're sick getting well"
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Re: I will make it b'e"h 26 Dec 2017 18:00 #324208

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lol

​no offence if there should be someone to apologize to it should be Cordnoy as I was copying him 
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Re: I will make it b'e"h 27 Dec 2017 13:28 #324259

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Was just walking home and a big trigger walked by me I looked away within 3 seconds and really wanted to look again but thought of my wife and did not 

Feels good...
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Re: I will make it b'e"h 27 Dec 2017 15:19 #324265

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MayanHamisgaber wrote on 27 Dec 2017 13:28:
Was just walking home and a big trigger walked by me I looked away within 3 seconds and really wanted to look again but thought of my wife and did not 

Feels good...

I thought of my wife as well.... That's why I looked in the first place. Then thought of her again.... That's why I turned around and took a second look... 
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Re: I will make it b'e"h 27 Dec 2017 18:09 #324273

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cordnoy wrote on 27 Dec 2017 15:19:

MayanHamisgaber wrote on 27 Dec 2017 13:28:
Was just walking home and a big trigger walked by me I looked away within 3 seconds and really wanted to look again but thought of my wife and did not 

Feels good...

I thought of my wife as well.... That's why I looked in the first place. Then thought of her again.... That's why I turned around and took a second look... 

So restart your count 

​But in all seriousness: Now I would also think of my wife and look three times
Why does it have to be that everytime I am in a good place I come crashing down...

    
very important thread: guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/19180-FEEL-THE-HUGS%21%21%21" option="guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/19180-FEEL-THE-HUGS%21%21%21">FEEL THE HUGS!!!

Re: I will make it b'e"h 28 Dec 2017 09:17 #324344

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it's not a question of up or down thinking of your wife is just a trick 
it's good for the short term not to look at a chick
but it aint gonna stick

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